Sorry for the Absence, But Life Got In the Way...

I apologize for the long time between posts, but things have been in quite a state of flux the past month. Work has been far from enjoyable - my advice to the local BMW owners is to FUCKING CHILL !! For a while , I swore I was going to get fired, but I think it's passed. Time will tell.

The main cause of upheaveal though has been social. I met a woman a month or so ago, and we hit it off right from the start. She is smart, beautiful, funny, and most importantly - she is COOL AS ALL HELL !! In a nutshell, this girl gets me like no one I have ever met. I can only remember once before in my life where I met a girl like this, and I didn't try, mainly because I was told I wouldn't be able to handle dating her - and they were probably right.

Of course, there are extenuating circumstances that roadblock anything happening now. Of course, I figured I could put on my Superman costume, show off my devastasting handsomeness and my disarming charm, and overcome these problems - not quite. I almost completely blew it. One request - she has the blog address, so those of you who do know her, please skip using names or listing the roadblocks right now. I may have to kill you otherwise...........:)

Being the nutjob that I am, I tried to fit a square peg (and other things) into the proverbial round hole, and in the process, I almost permanently screwed stuff up. This threw me for a mental loop and into a nice funk for about a week, but I have come back nicely. I've learned to admit mistakes, and she is cool enough to forgive me. Sure, I don't expect to be dating her right now, but that's okay. Every minute with her is pure gold, and I'll just enjoy it and maybe hope for the best. I'll quote a line from the Shawshank Redemption...

"Never give up on hope. Hope is a good thing - maybe the best of things."

LOVE YA, BABE !!! ;)

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